A life of mine that had been twisted into fairytales. (Reality will start to make things realistic)
I found out that my life only truly inaugurate after I met this girl.
Damsel that impacted nothing but me.
Love is a Universal emotion, the goal we all seek,
the prize that can make our lives complete and whole.
Love is both timeless and, in too many instances, transient.
Nevertheless, love is truly a pain in the ass.
G, a lovely girl, a melody of songs.
She was hope, she is gone.
June the alpha but February made Beta.
kismet brought us together,
we fell in love,
a love that's circle, never ending love.
But our mind and soul created an agent,
Tranformed that circle into parallel lines
never will we meet again till the day you change your mind.
Things were acutely perfect and wonderful,
obstacles came and took it all away.
You faded far away,
so far that morning mist grew stronger into an indestructible wall.
I yearn for more, further you became.
when comes to love you never see what is staring at you right in the face
New faces came along and the olds were ditch aside.
You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to these things.
But it is either you care or you do not. You do not contradict.
Optimistic is way better than being pessimistic.
Life being life, we are meant to lose people we love,
or else how are we going to know they are important to us.
We need to have the courage to do whats in our heart,
sometimes pride takes away all the important things in your life,
still you all prefer to have pride. Worth it?
Everything can die but my feelings and love wont die.
I hate myself for loving too much.
Devotion is torture and suffering.
Regret even starting with her,
because if I know that this is the ending, I wont want it.
Rather not be with her and maybe we will be like best friends now?
It is not the "being with her as her boyfriend" that makes me happy.
But rather "being with her", as a friend or anything. (Her existence)
Some people spend their life by the river,
some have a ear for music,
some are artist,
some swim,
some are shakespeare,
some are mothers,
and some people dance.
Me, I am made to be faithful.
For what it's worth, it's never too late,
or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be.
There is no time limit, start whenever you want.
We can make the best or worst of it.
I hope you make the best of it.
I hope you see things that startle you.
I hope you feel things you never felt before.
I hope you meet people with a different point of view.
I hope you live a life you're proud of.
If you find you're not, I hope you have the strength,
to start all over again.
I will never change much, always will be the Gary.
, Gary
